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[05 Sep 2037|10:30pm] |
Oh Journal,
Things are ok here I guess . I really like Seattle thats for sure . Everyone who has come to visit me has also been impressed by it .
HOWeVER
There are so many fucked up people here its ridiculous . Not that Im not ridiculous . I have jusr experienced something magical . Its ordville redenbockers sweet and salty popcorn . its microwavable and its sweet !
and it just like any other fluffy amazing microwave popcorn but its kinda sweet !
I need to stop smoking pot its for kids in middle school now
So I smoke too many ciggerettes as well . I am a guy who looks clean and dorky from hell but underneath i smoke like a chimney and get into ghetto toruble all the time ya;ll. I feel better when I dance. That girl I hit with my car hired a lawyer who is calling me non stop saying I will slapped with a lawsuit. I keep saying " ok sue , i dont have any money and she was jaywalking " but he keeps calling anyway.
I agreed to pick up this girl from work and take her home daily but she lives no where near me and I think has a substance problem . This other girl who says we are soul mates is a selfish evil vain little slut . Of course I must havethese two as my first friends.Wow im an asshole .I take back all that . Here
I met this girl who I agreed to take to and from work and as I will fufill my promise I feel that I should of taken better judgement on the hassle it may put one into . Also I dont want to be around for some medical overdose
This other girl who says we are soulmates and is a bitch .
There thats better
I hope I didnt give any one of those two my jounral url because i think they k Oh wait nevermind I just took out the names . Im cool . I think I may end up living in Vancouver like in a few years . Ryan your dad said you were burning the cancles at both ends ! Does that mean your sick . Is that what the cool kids said back in the day to say someone is sick ?> I have to work tomorrow . Typing is hard . Byee Hi anna your hawt and I miss you . Hi shara , dont get a tatoo . Hi jenn and karyn and Lorin and uhhh sarah and who ever else reads ythis .
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[01 Sep 2037|12:22pm] |
Anna Bananna From toronto left me yesterday . I cant belive how much trouble I am capable of getting myself into when I have time off for only a week . In 7 days I mangaed to
- Have my rental car being towed away while leaving pikes market and begging the scum of the earth tow guy to give it back which he did 75 dollars later
- Went to Vancouver for camping and slept in the car the first night becuase everything was closed . It was fun though . Parking lot of tim hortons coffee , bottle of wine , a nice stash of british columbia bud to spark conversation (which we got in downtown vancouver in a an alley way of actual crackheads , and lots of blankets.
- The mountains were amazing and refreshing . We .. or actually anna pitched a tent , we had a fire , and walked to a waterfall .
- Got hounded by police for loitering on a public street in the ghetto of seattle .
- Still being sued for hitting a girl with my car but police and law seems to be on my side
- Sexual tension still building up but I think im about to really let my inner slut shine .
- went clubbing with anna , got drunk in parking lot . Got free stuff
- Soundtrack of anna's visit would include the best of van morrisen , avril lavigne , the soundtrack of ready to wear , dance music , "Lean on me " played on various radio stations various times .
- I still want to see the constant gardner and march of the penguins I think
- Back at work now . starting "relations" with hot cubicle boys
- I need to find a good hair removal system
- New orleans = =(
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| "This is issue has been forwards to the my space technical group " |
[11 Jun 2037|05:08pm] |
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So this girl on My Space ,who said that she was new to the seattle area as well, and that she was my age, msg's me and said we should talk or get together sometime . So I msg her on Msn and the screen name should of given it away but im dumb , This is our chat .
Mikey says: hey
Sexy Nicky.... just got my webcam YAY says:
hey hun.. got my msg on myspace?
Mikey says:
yeah I did , thanks !!! Whats up ?
Sexy Nicky.... just got my webcam YAY says:
I am new to that site, still trying to figure out how it works hehe
Mikey says:
me too , Im used to using livejournal
Sexy Nicky.... just got my webcam YAY says:
listen hun, I'm just about to start my webcam show with Rachel, it's eaiser for me to chat ya in my chat room if u wanna log in? can u cum watch and chat me there?
Mikey says:
sure ... , you do know im gay right ? = P
Sexy Nicky.... just got my webcam YAY says:
I can show u how to watch for free if u promise not to tell anyone else how to do it???PLEASE:-\
Mikey says:
i promise
Sexy Nicky.... just got my webcam YAY says:
well since its the law that u gotta be 18 (nudity involved), u gotta login with a credit card to prove u are 18! BUT once you login, just tell me your username and I'll upgrade you to a VIP memberhsip (like I do for my friends) so you don't pay anything. ONLY if you promise not to mention in the chatroom that you get to watch for free...I can get in shit. the link www.freenaughtywebcams.com/nicky
Mikey says:
umm my credit card is maxed out so i dont think it will work but thanks anyway
Mikey says:
have a good show!
Sexy Nicky.... just got my webcam YAY says:
Please dont mention anything about that in the chatroom once u get in ok?:-X
Mikey says:
i see.. your a professional . I thought you may of just been looking for some one to chill with in seattle .haha
Sexy Nicky....
just got my webcam YAY says: OH SHIT.. k I'm late to start my show, I gotta get off msn...I'll see ya inside my chatroom babe.. remember not to mention that I am upgrading u for FREE... You can use your msn name to sign in so i know it's you..
Mikey says:
This is isnt a real person Im talking to is it ?
Sexy Nicky.... just got my webcam YAY sends:
Accept (Alt+C) Save As... (Alt+S) Decline (Alt+D)
Mikey says:
Go fuckyourself you whore who isnt real
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[06 Jun 2037|03:30pm] |
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went to vancouver , British Columbia
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[05 Jun 2037|09:37pm] |
*sigh * oh my gay fame
www.outinseattle.com
look to the lower bottom right hand side for my picture
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[05 Jun 2037|12:26am] |
"So my motive for coming here is to convince all of you to move to arizona "
Yeah . I think you had to think of a motive of why your coming to make yourself happy . If they leave ... im staying . I have a car and will work hard to add to my fund to stay here . Papa said he would toss me a few bones to keep me ok for a bit if they go .New sis is great tho ,even with her ocd's and ragefull menstral cycles!. She still think's im straight. This is going to be fun . Anyway I went to famous pike marketplace... it was fantastic.The best book stores I have ever seen . And the fish throwing thing. The sunshine decided to make a cameo appearence today . I will be Sneaking out sometime soon for drugs and sex becuase enough is enough ! WAS I FUCKING ON QUEER AS FOLK OR WHAT ???.. ryan if you dont call me and tell me i'll be hurt yo . If you get my voice mail ..leave a mag ! xoxoxo
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[04 Jun 2037|07:28pm] |
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ewww im on the dating scene
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| Saw CRASH today |
[03 Jun 2037|10:06pm] |
Queer as folk featuring moi is this sunday not monday .Anyway CRASH = Its not about car crashes. Its insatiable acting with a no sided perspective of american bigotry stereotype and humanity. It gave me chills and gave me hope once again for modern day mainstream cinema. However , for some reason sandra bullock now looks like joan rivers daughter and ryan philippe got younger.Surprised me that Ludacris could actually carry himself through a movie not having the same silver screen charisma as ice cube which I was afraid of!
~ fucking B-R-I-L-L-I-A-N-T !
www.crashfilm.com = WATCH THE TRAILER NOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
P.S.
I also bought really Super Duper Brown slacks as well
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| Mikey's fifteen seconds of fame ... |
[02 Jun 2037|12:27am] |
On May 23rd ( This Monday ) I will be in the first minute of the season premier of Queer as Folk . Fuck ! I dont even have showtime! Someone will tape , or I can eventually buy it on Dvd . Hopefully im not cut out because I did have a close-up but refused to wear the white glossy eyeshadow =yucky . I did however had to keep the red eyeliner on and have my hair all poofed up .
Im scared of how many pounds the camera will add
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[01 Jun 2037|02:54pm] |
My brother is like one of those people who would sleep outside the movie theater a month before the new Star Wars comes out . Haha! I will see it , besides damn you Hayden why you got to be all sexy as hell??? I Remember the last one. Midnight at hollywoood 18 and then back to chucky's where they all talked about star wars for like 5 hours !! Geek squad yo . For the past week I have been waking up thinking I have slept in till like 4 in the afternoon and then when I go to look at the clock its like 9 am . Im going to have an interview becuase I applied as a Bank Teller at washington Mutual . Ugh sooooo boring , I need to have a fun job like at a circus or a rodeo . A fluffer? Ewwwww
When there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
One more son
If you can hold on
If you can hold on, hold on
I wanna stand up, I wanna let go
You know, you know - no you don't, you don't
I wanna shine on in the hearts of men
I want a meaning from the back of my broken hand
Another head aches, another heart breaks
I am so much older than I can take
And my affection, well it comes and goes
I need direction to perfection, no no no no
Help me out
Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You know you got to help me out
And when there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
These changes ain't changing me
The cold-hearted boy I used to be
Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You know you got to help me out
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier
...
Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You know you got to help me out
You're gonna bring yourself down
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
Over and in, last call for sin
While everyone's lost, the battle is won
With all these things that I've done
All these things that I've done
If you can hold on
If you can hold on
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[31 May 2037|07:28pm] |
Surprise Surprise its raining. Does anyone know if rain causes bad skin? Today me and my mom were eating chicken and such while my dad was discovering the wonders of on Demand Television . He was watching some movie about lesbians who want to go to the high school prom together and the controversy that surrounds it .It was retarded becuase all the people who made fun and gave the dykes a hard time were like guys.*gasp* no one really cared about the lesbians that went to my high school just the fags are the ones who got it bad. So while in the middle of enjoying my poulet my mom said " Well you know some of them are really nasty " and I said " you mean nasty looking?" and she said " no when I was managing the apartments in florida I saw one girl Eating another like there was no tomorrow !" Ugh Mom's chicken will never taste the same .
Anyhoot .... Im in seattle and every day I like it a little bit more . So many different aspects to this city. so far under my personal keen observation over the past week or so we have
Pro's
Coffee shops Galore including poetry meets ,bands, cyber cafes, political chats and this is only talking about my hood where we moved and thats not even dowtown
Film Festival
Mountains , lakes , nature and stuff
China town
HOTT BOYS
Mexican food
thrift stores everywhere !!!
vinyl shops that are cheap not ridiculous like toronto or florida
Bus's with big cushy seats
Con's
Lots of people with bad skin
for some reason all the starbucks have a drive through and they are open 24 hours ..why this is bad I dont know but for right now it doesnt sit with me well .. event though I like starbucks =P
Gangs ( Word )
China town( Haha j/k)
The mornings are freezing!!!
Thats it! so far looks like seattle is a winner for now ! I love our bathtub ..And my room rocks. I do feel very alone but I can adapt becuase this also happened when I moved to toronto . I have been excersizing alot Anyway Im going to post a bunch of updated pics of me .Ciao
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[30 May 2037|09:57am] |
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BYE CANADA!
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| non sense making personal survey I got from msn |
[29 May 2037|08:48pm] |
1.Age - 21
2.Gender - M
3.Last time you weighed yourself?- About an hour ago on washroom scale
4.And? - 115 (You can only tell I lost weight in my elbows)
5.Employer - N/A
6.City,State of residence - N/A ( Hahaha)
7.Do you think Chad Michael Murray is hot ? - Umm I guess so...he is way more popular than he should be tho
8.If your phone rang right now who would it most likely be ? - CherAh!
9..Do you know anyone who is alcoholic - Y
10.Are you in love? No
11 If you answered no , whynot? go fuckyourself
12.Have you ever been in love before - I think thats what it was
13.Have you ever been in love with someone who didnt know it ? - Thats the one
14.Do they know now? - they who?
15.And? And what ?
16.What was the most attractive feature to you ,physic ly on this person - Eyes/Overall structure
19.What was the most unattractive feature,to you of this person - i didnt .pay attention to the unatractive stuff.
20..What made you fall out of love - Time/growth
21..Does it still hurt - its ok
21.What 2 thing do you indulge in mostly when alone - I cant tell you
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| Operation Mikey homeless parents family location Update |
[29 May 2037|12:57pm] |
Yesterday I went to meet up some friends after work . I saw this guy
Paul
there that I have benn talking about alot lately. He was a great guy ..weird..but great. He quit last year and I never saw him again until yesterday when I was at work area FOR THE LAST TIME he was visiting . (Its like raiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin on your wedding a day ..alalalalalala) Then me and the girls drove off into the ghetto to pickup some hustlers they knew and go to a bar. I came home drunk off my ass to my mom who was watching tv. I think she knew I was messed up.
Anyway ALSO Latnight I was sick as hell and today im like fine .. That means its going to creep back on me , i really dont want to be sick on the road ..thats would sucks cock N balls!! I called one apartment place in seattle ,just out of curiosity, and the landlord lady on the phone said she would get other locations to call me . The phone has been ringing off the hook ever since. About 2 hours ago we were moving to phoenix. The phone rang and my mother talked and got a job as a manager in seattle OVER THE PHONE ,and the apt comes with it free,Its 10 min from the city , its on the lake ,AND 20 min from the University.I musnt not cream my pants thinking of it as solid right now in seattle , working in the fish market to support my teachings of modern media and language, and meeting tall , wounded poetic guitar players, who jump from club to club and get self esteem injections . while sustaining my fascination with the hip girls of seattle , and the Homo Hops into the late night. So yeah my dad doesnt know this yet so it will be set in stone later. I still tell you there is room for change but this looks promising . Me and my sister ronit talked becuase she comming with us and we may live in seattle for like 2 years if we like it , then we both want to move to Cali ..Separately.(well the Separately is my thing..Im not making the same mistake twice) I talked to karyn today YAY!
Im going to ,as this flyer puts it, "THE REAL INDUSTRIAL MINDFUCK Night" with melissa So , . .. right on I would like for my brain to be introduced to my heart , formally, /.
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[27 May 2037|07:06pm] |
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Im not even going to post latest events in plans but let me tell yah ..Its crazy!!!
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[26 May 2037|12:46pm] |
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Dear Journal :
Today I woke up at 7am to go help my dad fix his car. I heard at work my boss just told my frined to clean out my desk and didnt tell anyone I quit. I was there for like a year and a half . I hate that we are staying here and I hsve to spend thw whole rest of the week saying goodbye to people . We are leaving either on saterday or monday . The plan right now is
Go to seattle to find a two bedroom apt
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My dad is opening his own renovation buisness and I will be his little assistant for awhile. He wants me to make a website and start putting together ads for the newspaper and phonebook . before we actually move in to the apartment we will be going to pheonix to see my sister . Then we are going to vegas to stay a few days .I think its a possibilty I will end up living in pheonix or vegas if they decide to stay . Seattle is stil the aim tho.I guarantee shortly , plans will be different ,Ill keep you posted . They arent planning anything now and although that fustrates me its ok.Im Spending alot of time with myself . My packing utensils are shoeboxes and gabarge bags
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[23 May 2037|10:10pm] |
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My parents are here . I quit my job. Im leaving for seattle. I wont even get to say goodbye to most of my loves here. Im packing and feel weird as hell . But here goes!
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